MY DIVERGENT IDEOLOGIES

         Someone who is finding something in the life, can travel miles for that thing. In return of very small care, small love you can go beyond everything. You know I am broken. I have talent, God blessed me with the ability to do anything that I wish to do. But the person I find myself close to, they slowly disappears with time. I tell this to no-one but I feel I am a failaure.I motivate a lots of people, so doesn't have scope to let them down. I used to live very differently, be very different and now a completely different person. This is very Golden period of life. The years which will make you or break you. I felt that.How you live your rest of life is based on how you spent this time now.. I don't want anyone to be another me.I suffered, I am suffering.I don't want anyone else to be another me. A person i loved more than anything he left me in such a dark, no matter how hard i am trying, Don't spoil you r life for anyone .Please...

Let's take our boat and go to the village of sandalwood and moonlight the flowing stream of the rainbow and the third shore behind it this journey is just ours and no one else now you are waiting for what, when love is calling you and the world of dreams is in front of you  let's take our boat and go to the village of sandalwood and moonlight.

How can I tell you who you are to me? how can I tell you that you are the song of my heartbeats, you are the music of my life, you are my life, you are my devotion, you are my light, you are my freshness, you are my every happiness, you are my love, you are my affection, you are my soulmate, You are my betterhalf, You are my soul, you are in my eyes, you are in my memories, you are in my breath, You are in my mind, You are in my blood, you are in my sighs, you are in my sleep, you are in my dreams you are in every single word of mine, you are in my days and nights, you are in my morning, you are in my evening, you are in my thoughts, you are in my work for me gaining is also you, for me losing is also you, for me laughing is also you, for me crying is also you and waking up and sleeping are also you ... wherever I go, wherever I look, you are there, you are right there ... how can I tell you that I am nothing without you how can I tell you who you are to m...

The search that is going on I look for somewhere, some kind of a companion, some passerby,  I wish that there is such a power in the world that the things that I talk about are my shadow.  Should I tell you all the things that were left untold while saying this, do not think what is wrong and what is right.  If I write, you know the art of writing, you know the effect of every word of mine. It should be like a fellow friend.You know, I wish.  This life, this life was cutting, reached out to the shore of one lake in search of some wish.  With tears of helplessness, the tears came out of my eyes, I was overwhelmed by the echoing sounds.  Was someone there was someone who was soaked with me It was someone else who was crying with me.  That evening there was a lonely loneliness in the evening. Then I got to see my shadow talking to me.🖤 Hope you like my writings.do share ❤️

YOU ARE MY LOVE,YOU ARE MY LIFE.. MY ONLY REASON TO SURVIVE EVERY STREET EVERY PLACE I JUST SEE YOU EVERY GREET EVERY PRAISE I JUST FEEL YOU YOU ARE THE SEVENTH SKY ,YOU ARE THE CLOUD SHOWERING.. YOU ARE THE  VILLAGE NEAR BY,YOU ARE THE BUD FLOWERING.. YOU ARE THE TEMPERAMENT OF MY LIFE , YOU ARE MY PAIN YOU ARE MY LOSS YOU ARE MY GAIN YOU ARE THE SEASONS MY SMILING REASONS AND YOU ARE THE ENERGETIC RAIN.... YOU ARE MY PASSION MY SURVIVAL... MY ONLY FRIEND MY ONLY RIVAL... I LOVE U , YOU LOVE ME A LOT.... U NEVER SHOW WHAT U HAVE GOT... IN UR HEART.. YOU ARE MY FEAR,YOU ARE MY TEAR MY INTENTION IS REALLY VERY CLEAR THAT YOU ARE THE ONE ONLY ONE DEAR... YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES ND MY FACE WILL GLITTER.. EVEN THOUGH OUR PAST MEMORIES ARE BITTER... I STILL REMEMBER THAT DREADFUL SIGHT... EVEN THAT DAY I WAS RIGHT... BUT MY PAST WAS NEVER SO BRIGHT THAT YOU EVER HELD ME TIGHT..... I WILL WAIT FOR YOU MY LIFE SPAN... I WILL WAIT FOR YOU TILL I CAN I WILL WAIT FOR ...

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